He was fair-skinned like a dream come true. He wasn’t too lean or fat either, just the regular amount of boyfat a boy like him would have. His cheek... were smooth and soft-looking just as a child’s would be, and yet there was something more. He had an air of confidence that I never saw on any of our new recruits before. Really though, the first thing that came to my mind was ‘hell, he’s the cutest boy I’ve ever seen’.That being said, I was practically ogling at Topher the whole time I was. .." Will you?" I ... I should, yes." Do you think it's sick? That ... that he and I like to play games with my panties?"I paused before speaking. I chose not to lie. "No ... it's not sick ... Maybe it's not ... normal ... but, no, it's okay..." He let me see him getting dressed yesterday..." Kira said softly."I guess I shouldn't be surprised. This is ... difficult to deal with, Kira ... really, really difficult."Kira was quiet a moment, then said, "you didn't have a brother ... or a sister .... She adjusted her hair as ifit were her own. It was as if I was watching a different person standingbefore me."Jennifer? Are you ready for the big reveal?" I asked as I stood beforethe full length mirror, "Do you want to see what you look like as agirl?"Jennifer slowly nodded and looked down at her boot covered feet. Shereally did look right dressed as a girl. I smiled and slowly removed thetowel from the mirror. "Ta-Dah!"I watched as she slowly looked up and took a good look at herreflection.. I wonder, she thought with a sense of wicked pleasure, how many women become giving souls as a result of sexual liaisons.She enjoyed being a woman in her fifties who was felt so much younger. And breaking the rules made her feel so joyously naughty. She wondered if any of the women she visited during the day and wondered how many might have broken such rules as she did, wanting to have their brains fucked out before they died.That first night at the Clarion she eagerly anticipated Malo’s knock.