"Lisa was starting to choke up at this point but added, "I was scared to death that I'd come back to an empty bed and that Marie would have taken up w...th Tom. It was almost unbearable, but I had to go. I didn't tell her until later, but I knew I'd be gone at least six weeks. Shit, I didn't plan on being gone over 8 months." The day after Lisa left I went to the club and danced with Tom all night. Well at least as much as he dared considering he was "working". Just before closing I asked him if. Then one day she was telling me about fundraising event that she was going to do. I'll give you some money to go ahead and help support your cause. She of course was thinking like money by like bottle cans and different ways of me just write her a check. That was not the case I had other plans for her.Called up Jenni and told her hey let's meet over at my house and we'll work on something for payment for cause. Jenni came over we sat down on the couch, we were laughing and talking about life. Joes roommates were already fixing breakfast as Joe told Angel to lay facedown over his pool table. Now we discovered why Joe had wanted Angel to keep the plug in her ass overnight. Joe grabbed his big J hook with the 8 inch rod with a 4 inch round ball on the end. Joe then quickly yanked the plug from Angels asshole & shoved the J hook about 6 inches deep in her asshole. As soon as Angel felt that cold stainless steel ball enter her asshole she kind of knew what was coming. She said "I assume. But in some way it seems that I have passed some border which is not acceptable. Even others involved in this lifestyle have tried to explain to me that what I am longing for can be all right as fantasies but warns me not to go too far. At the same time, pain is for me a source of ecstatic pleasure that I could not get in any other way. Surely there are many nutcases around in the world and I am sure that you are only wishing me well by trying to warn me against living out my fantasies. But.