I may remember it later but to be truthful the powder is supposed to be weak. The gods know a great deal and give some of the knowledge to me freely. ...ome weapons I have seen but not understood that can destroy a legion very easily and by only one man. Getting away from war, I also see not only ways of moving through the sky but across the ground very quickly."The new type of iron I make will be made in such quantities that it can be used for a road. A giant machine will pull many large carts. It's confidence. It's guilt. It's lack of convictionfor a long time to who I am or what i want to be. It's all that andultimately just the constant questioning of one's soul about whetherthis is what I'm really supposed to be doing?Better described as how you're made up inside before you even put a dropof make up on the outside.So even if you've mastered the cosmetic side of things and you're inyour favorite outfit having a good hair day, if your date doesn't scareyou to death, then trust me. Ugh, fuck! I'll call you back Rita... (click).” What a way to end a conversation. ----------------------------------------------- After hanging up from Chris I stole an ice cream sandwich from the freezer downstairs and rearranged it like I hadn't touched anything, ate it then disposed of the evidence and went back upstairs just as Rita was coming back downstairs. “Rushed off the phone too?” Rita asked. “Yep, sounded like he was about to plow into her from where I was standing,” I said as I. I met Alyson a few months ago when I was there doing computer support or making a delivery, I’m not sure which. And then I saw her again a few weeks ago. She was desperate enough to take a chance that I’d help her. I guess the fact that I was young, a computer whiz, a college student, and not Italian made her take that risk.”“Add in the fact that she has a major crush on you. Those damn eyes of yours just melt a young girl’s heart! She was also amazed that you didn’t take her up on her offer to.