Notebooks are again filling themselves up with the littlest of effort. There is so much to learn!)May 12I believe I found a cure for Samnos's immortal...ty, if it can be called that. It was buried in one of my father's old books on ancient magic. Sad that the cure should be so near when Smanos is being so helpful. I have filled seven notebooks with condensed material on everything Samnos is willing to tell me. It is wonderful, but it must come to an end soon. I cannot long conceal the fact from. There were only two problems. First, shooting ran from 4:00 to 11:00 on weekdays and 9:00 to 9:00 on weekends, which meant that I barely had time to finish my homework, let alone maintain any sort of social life. Second, the producers had insisted that I date my costar, Tiffany Norman. While a nice girl, and very attractive to those who are into girls, she was not the most intelligent person in the world, and didn't realize that I wasn't actually attracted to her. I was worried that pointing. .. but why me?" I asked still thinking she wasn't being serious."Well, she likes you and she now realises she has from the beginning, and she saw that you are a good lover," Cindy said with a little wink and smile. "She really wants her first time to be pleasurable and I agree." But.. .but doesn't that bother you?" I asked incredulously."No, this between you and me is just sex, you know that don’t you?” She said, looking into my eyes to make sure we were on the same plane. “I love my sister. There were drugs and booze and crazy stuff happening all over the place. Ryan had brought his 20-year-old son, Kyle, who had been raised very different than I had raised Monica. Ryan and his wife Allison were into the swinging scene and did their own share of partying. Instead of sheltering Kyle and their other kids from all that, they let him indulge in it. Kyle was getting drunk and high, right along with his mom and dad. They offered me a hit of their crystal meth pipe. Tempted as I was, I.