I noticed that we would joke around and after he would say something mean, I would say "blow me" ....but he would reply with "okay :)" afterwords whic... was making my mind flip out. I had never been with a guy nor liked any other guy than Tj but for some reason it was like I had completley forgotten about Tj and was madly in love with this Drew guy I had known only for a month. Something kept firing inside of me wondering if what he was saying was true. One night, before band (yes i was THAT. Ricky had asked me to stay downstairs and that he would call me up once him and his wife were in the throes of the fuck.Of course I was very excited sitting in his lounge wondering what they were up to upstairs and the thought of joining them had my cock rock hard."You can come up now mate" said Ricky, shouting from the bedroom.I crept up the stairs, my hard on painfully present and I opened their bedroom door. Both Ricky and his wife were naked. Ricky was astride his wife with his cock between. I can sense it.Tuff!It’s not going to happen.What do you think this is?Men and women have orgasms.But look at you,faggot!Dressed up in stockings and heels and a bra,your face all painted like a girl.You are clearly not a man, but with that thing between your legs, as pathetic as it is, you are not a woman either.You are a sissy. A transvestite. You exist in the twilight zone between masculinity and femininity.Sissies don’t get to have climaxes.Just as they failed to be the man they were meant. "Was that wise? You know there are loads of homophobes about," askedPaula."I don't care," said Kelly. She leant in and kissed Paula again, butslowly.As the bell rang, they noticed Alicia going in."Hi Alicia," said Paula."Oh hi! See you at dinner," said Alicia.During morning form. Paula discovered that Debbie's suspension muststill be in force: she wasn't present. This was a relief as she didn'twant to see her ever again.Mike had little to talk about first lesson which was good in a way asthe.