She took a few deep breaths and then got off Joe, taking his cock out of her pussy. She bent over the bed and looked at Joe, who wanted to fuck her in...doggy style. “I’m having a great night after a long time,” Britney said. “Are you enjoying?” “This is the best night of my life,” Joe replied, as he came behind Britney, and grabbed her huge ass. “You have a really big beautiful ass,” Joe said and teased Britney by rubbing his cock on her pussy. “What’s your name?” Britney asked. “Joe.” “Fuck me,. I have to admit that I felt more than a little envious that Mike had told Beth that he loved her. I knew, at least at a very superficial level, that Matt and I hadn’t been together long enough to be in love. At the deeper levels though, I desperately wanted him to love me and I wanted to love him. I’m not even sure that I didn’t already think that I was in love with him - it was so hard for me to identify my feelings and separate love from adoration. I knew that I was far too unsure of myself. “She met me just before her last year at university. She said later I did not strike her at the time as her type. I was too studious and intense – I had to be – I was coming to the end of my post-graduate law studies, and I must say my initial pursuit of her turned her off me: she felt persecuted. So I backed off when I realised that; you will have guessed that I was smitten with her.”I smiled and so did Nicky. She lay down and cradled her head on my shoulder as I continued.“She told me later. When he arrived I was in tears."Look at me", I said, "How can I face people I know like this. I thought you said I would change back after a couple of days."Bill sat there thinking and said, "Look, I am not sure what happened. Maybe on a guy it takes longer to change back. I know a doctor that could run some tests. He would be discrete and he is familiar with the d**gs we are making."I agreed to let this doctor examine me and I called in sick to work, Bill drove me to the doctors office and I.