"I guess so." Any other ideas?" the teacher asked.I wished I knew just so I could raise my hand and end the silence, but I didn't. Besides, I wasn't p...rt of the club, I was their model."Okay, it's kind of subtle, but with cheesecake and glamour photography, and beefcake and all erotic photography, the goal is to establish personal contact between the model and the audience," Mr. Kelly explained. "For example - uh - stretch out on the bench, Miss Finch, on your side, please."I did, the bench. So thanks everyone who's asked me where it is, I'm not saying. Everyone who goes is told this and if they want to keep on being invited, will stick by it.Now for some additional info.Apparently his wife loves the feel, and the smell of cum, but not so much the taste. She doesn't mind sucking, in fact she loves it, but she just doesn't like the taste.In her work she is in a very powerful position where she gives the orders and runs the show. She is in total command and has to be sensible all the. To not be in agony and to have my mind working in the 70’s percentile usually and higher sometimes is awesome. I do want to start sweating again because it’s got into the 60’s once or twice and I had to be careful to not have the windows in the car rolled up if I was waiting in the parking lot.Anxiety is weird. I had to hit the CBD today because even though I’ve had for me a pretty relaxing day. I’ve caught myself twitching and rocking for no reason I can point to other than someone is playing. Listen to my voice.I will listen.It is the only thing your mind is able to process. I will command you toshut down certain brain activities and your mind will respond as I say.I will command you to activate other parts of your mind and you willactivate those new applications.Now begin by closing your eyes and taking a deep breath. Take a deepbreath.Yes, very good.Now I want you to begin disengaging from your normal activities. I wantyour mind to turn inward. See how simple it is for you to.