I stopped in front of the bathroom door and stood there for just a minute. A few seconds later I heard the shower turn on again. I took a deep, shaky ...reath, walked to the bedroom down the hall and got ready to go run my errands. I was gone before Derek got out of the bathroom.************************************************************************************It wasn’t until later when I was alone in the grocery store, that I really had a chance to think about the events of this morning. At. After a few days, I found out that Tim was not exactly the same as I thought he was. He became more strange with each day that passed. I cannot really explain why I felt like that though.I decided to meet up with two of my girlfriends to see what they thought about him. We had dinner and drinks in the nicest place in LK, a roof terrace on a hotel.My friends and I were talking in Vietnamese, which Tim didn't speak. They told me that they didn't find him attractive, they just hoped that he would. I could hear the nurse pull the center portion out of the scope & turn on the overhead light. The nurse explained that he was going to inflate my bowel with some air to open them up and take some pictures. I could feel bubbles of air go up inside me. It felt really weird but it didn't hurt. I had a fullness similar to an enema but without the urgency to expel. he moved the air hose in and out for several minutes, stretching my rectum first this way then that, making careful observations. I'm. More than pain, it shook me emotionally and tears came out of my eyes.I walked away from her into my room. I was angry on her. After a couple of minutes, I heard knock at the door and my mother came in and sat beside me on the bed.Mom-“is my beta angry on me, come on I didn’t mean it you know, I love you”I was adamant on not replying and just silently, staring at the other direction. Mom put hands on my cheek and turned my face around facing her. She said she was sorry and hugged me tightly..