I know that many will find this hard to understand, but this is the way I am built. This is the way I think, and feel; and works beautifully for Mara ...nd I; and I wouldn't change any of it!So, after ejaculating my sperm into the toilet, I carefully clean up any evidence that I might have left, and then flush it all down; and as I watch it swirl around and around, until it disappears, my cock tingles; and the feeling is one of happy resignation and acceptance, and I go back to my desk feeling. I knew that I was part of the Pack and I had to rejoin them. They called to me again and I ran deeper into the forest to join my brothers and sisters. I ran faster and faster through the woods to join up with them. The woods became a blur of sights and sounds and smells. I noticed more and more the smells, I could smell the rabbit and the deer that passed by several hours ago. I found I could see well even though there was only the light of the moon through the dense treetop. I began to wonder. I pushed the “on” buttons, and it leapt to life, buzzing gently just like my Mona. I rubbed it down my arm, then felt bolder, and stroked my neck, then let it slip down the front of my blouse and touch the edge of my bra. Then I thought, let’s go for it, and slid it inside my bra cup, over the smooth bulge of my breast, until it reached my nipple. As soon as the vibrating tip touched the little bud, it sprang to life, going from a soft jelly to a hard pebble in an instant.“Phew,” I sighed, and. It began to grow hard. Before I knew it I felt the pulsations and the warm thick fluid squirting into my mouth. He slowly pulled my head back removing his still throbbing cock from my throat.He pulled my face close to his and looked into my eyes.“Get your ass on the bed, ass up, bitch!”. He ordered me harshly.He released me and I quickly followed his orders. I got on the bed on my hands and knees; my ass up ready to go. The nigger got behind me and began to run his cock up and down my ass.