The only way I could get aroused and cum clitorally was for my clit to get swollen and wait until I was close and have my lover brutally flick it seve...al times, or to use a heavy duty vibrator which damaged even more tissue and left me feeling numb. I had been asked how I felt about possibly having the clitoris removed but the thought had filled me with horror, it seemed so barbaric to have my clit cut out! The doctor had told me that many women chose to have surgery to later their genitals for. I moved to those machines. I couldn’t stop myself. I found a way to watch you as you did your workout. OMFG the way your hips moved. The way your boobs bounced. I wanted to crash through the door and take you right on the floor in front of all those other women. You knew I was watching as I pretended to workout. You totally put on a show for me. I watched for probably 30-40 minutes then got a hold of myself and went to the treadmill.I had been running for sometime, on my third mile when. But I would also love the daughter Alana and I would have. I'd love her as much as I loved Piper. And a little boy. I'd love my son with Alana, too. Just as much. Just as much.I need five more years minimum, Hector. Do you hear me?Nothing. No response.The New York art scene is nuts. I'd never seen so many weirdoes in one place in my life, any life. I looked sedate in my navy suit, white shirt and regimental striped tie. Alana looked gorgeous in her little black dress. She stole the show. I. I knew I needed some badly. I took my drink and went to the back. It was loud and a lot of bumping and grinding. I love it. A couple of guys followed me around. I have a BIG ass and BIG tits I can see the guys eyes and how they grabbed their dick when they see me. Like it's going to jump out of their pants and attack me. I love that too. I love to tease. The girl that was in the front was having her breast sucked her eyes were closed and you can tell she was jerking this guy off the same.