“That’s a good little cumbucket,” I said. “Swallow it like the whore you are. No cum dodging or spitting here, bitch; swallow if it’s in y...ur mouth. Now clean my cock with your tongue until it’s hard again.”And I watched her delightful tongue work up and down my cock for the next 20 minutes, while I leaned back, relaxing in the chair, just occasionally reaching down to grope a boob. My cock was rock hard again by the end of those 20 minutes, but I wanted to take her in a slightly different. We were crazy with lust. As the day approached, I told her I didnt want to fuck her because I wanted her cunt hungry for cock. I shared that if she kept on fucking James that her pussy would get stretched out permanently. She asked if I were worried about that and I told her, no, but we need to keep something special, just between you and me. I told her that from this point on she could suck off and fuck all the black cock she could get but, she had to save her ass for me. I can do that, there. ”“Would you like to go there tonight? Before you say anything, let me explain. While I enjoy going to a singles bar, I hate going to a restaurant and sitting alone at a table. I just feel embarrassed. If you can’t go and have other plans, I can understand that. I will still go to Charlie O’s, but my dinner will be some carryout at a fast-food greasy spoon.”“Well I wouldn’t want you to do that. Thanks for asking me and ordinarily I would turn your invitation down since I have a steady boyfriend.. Distraction and avoiding the big picture were our common stock in trade. They had been vital skills in helping us survive as children, but disastrous for our adult selves.My solution had been to overcompensate, to focus with single-minded intensity on whatever was before me, sinking my teeth into every challenge like a terrier and shaking it to death. Violet’s was to escape into acting, to have expectations of no-one and nothing.As a combination, it was explosive. A recipe for doom. Yet I.