"Yeah well I feel good this morning, in fact I feel great" What's bought this on then?"She sat back in her seat and parted her legs, running her hands...up the inside of both thighs, she said with a smile,"Oh nothing really, it's just that I've met this young guy who's the best lover I've ever had, he's every bit as kinky as I am, he told me last night that he loves me and basically I'm just very, very happy"I laid my hand on her thigh and squeezed it gently as I pulled into a vacant parking. But anything could happen." Cindy beamed, Nikki returned wearing a very plush robe. I wondered if that's all she wore."Oh thank you. I feel so much better. And look, in respect to east coast mores, I even covered up." We talked some more then Nikki suggested I take Johnny and show him around town a bit. "Give us maybe an hour?" We left. Cindy later told me all they discussed."So first, Sandy." Sandy seemed surprised that attention turned to her."Me?" Yes, as Cindy's rep I need to know who. "This is Toby honey and Toby is going to give you a lap dance. I know he is yummy and I can tell from the look in your eyes that you want to do something naughty, but the rules are that you can look, but you can't touch."Toby proceeded to give me a lap dance and when he was finished I was weak in the knees when he got up and if he had wanted to take me right there on the table in front of God and everybody I would have let him. After Toby walked away I told the girls I needed to use the ladies. You settled for wanting her to suffer, wanting her to be miserable, even though you know she's perfectly happy alone. You just didn't want to be jealous anymore.It's not that you want to date her. You love Beck, you do. She just... does something to you, something raw and physical. Like she's a nail and your hips are magnets, pulling towards her. There's an irresistible attraction, and maybe the old adage is true; opposites attract. But she's more like you than you care to admit, and maybe it's.