Those were just fantasies and he thought it was sick, that Sometimes he had those thoughts.his father died after a car crash a couple of years ago but...he still missed him.He had told himself that he was going to get his life on track for years, that he would finish college, get a job, a family of his own, and everything else you're supposed to do. Life doesn't always do what you want.Cursing loudly for not even being able to get a shity job at a fast food restaurant, he was so pissed at how. Our flight was not until the afternoon so we decided to spend time looking round the estate and then have an early lunch. At the end of the morning we put the cases in the car and drove to the local restaurant area and chose one with seats outside so we could people-watch. The waitress brought us two menus and left us for a while to decide. Just as she was about to come and take our order the bar man held her back and he came to our table. We decided to have a bottle of the house red wine and. I took my Mother in my arms we kissed I held her tight afraid to let go afraid I might lose her as well I heard please ‘Rob take me to bed I want and need you to love me’ we made our way to my bedroom I could see the snow clouds gathering we sat on the bed my arm around her cupping her breast I slowly undid the buttons on her blouse and undid her bra released her breasts I bent down taking one into my mouth I heard my Mother whisper ‘its been a long time since I breast feed you’I removed her. It was a great time to do it, it being late-March in this wonderful year of 2020! (think about that amongst yourselves for a moment) Though they do say never start anything new on a Friday our heroes had decided to do just that. After a lot of ego boosting spirits, together they staggered to the station, each buying a big bunch of flowers from a stall in the station, (the railway equivalent of ‘petrol station after-thought flowers’,) both thinking it, an ice breaker, a diplomatic start of their.