"Eloise, you don't understand how rare this is. Your mistress has givenyou permission to have relief, unsupervised. That is unheard of. Sheis so ni...e to you." When...I mean...for you..." I stammered trying to find a kind way toask my question.Closing her eyes, she whispered. "Three years, eight months, two days."How? I thought to myself. How could someone go so long? Therealization broke over me like a wave, she didn't have a choice. Ididn't have a choice. We were at the whim of our. "Hurry up and get ready sissy; I will be back in ten minutes."I took the opportunity to go to the toilet and not forgetting his rulesI sat to pee like a woman should. In a strange way it was beginning tofeel natural to use the toilet this way; it would have been impracticalto have held up my skirt and stood like a man and besides, I didn't feelmuch like a man anymore!When he returned I curtseyed to him the prescribed manner; only thistime. Due to the shortness of the baby-doll it didn't require. “Oh, the odds are now squarely with the Riders ... and now the city ... no, the state ... no, the country is gonna get their first look at Tim ‘Mayhem’ Murphy. I, for one, think he’s gonna deliver the goods. When I interviewed him a few weeks ago, I found a humble and quiet kid, but he just happened to be packed into the body of a Greek god, and I can say that with a straight face.”“Well, don’t you think you are putting a little too much pressure on the young man to perform up to the standards. He reached for her and held her hand. "Because of what we found at the house over the weekend."What was that?"We found an extra insulin vial in the meat drawer in the fridge. It had a small, blue X drawn on the label."Jenna -- I hope you didn't use that vial. I don't think it's good... "I noticed when I went to take my shot on Saturday it was the vial with the X in place of the one from my kit. Keith thinks you switched them when I wasn't looking."There was silence on the line."We found.