I had been giving a lot of thought to the direction I had obviously been moving, this in reference to what Shirley and I had talked about. We had both...said we needed to make a decision concerning our seeing other people during whatever time we were going to be apart. After what I'd done, in the employees parking lot, with Helen, my decision seemed to have been already made, and I'd acted upon it already.Now, having decided, I could put an end to the thought of weeks or months spent worrying and. .-I kind of had seen it coming.She when she had been walking towards me,something about the look in her eyes...the way she gave me a long and slow up and down glance,the way her beautiful brown eyes found my lips and didn't look away.And then her body, pressed against mine.Chest to chest.I felt like I was suffocating, I felt like I was just going to die right then - hyperventilate before I even got a taste of her mouthon mine. Before I even got a taste of my mouth on....her. All of. It was difficult to follow the tortuous paths of logical discourse with Phoenictetes and young Grinopheles, who also chose to visit that day. His manhood intervened in his need to conclude his argument with a Quod Eratum Demonstrandum or a Reductio Ad Absurdum , which discussions continued unresolved over good olives and wine. And when he and his philosopher friends took each other physically, Grinopheles’ penis inside his anus while he once again penetrated that of Phoenictetes, his. The army detachment will follow as soon as conditions permit. Going with them is my bride to be, Trudi Fleischer and her mother Gertrude.I haven't time to dwell on this fact, for there is plenty to do before the enemy arrive. Our guns are re-sited to cover the British line of approach. Our landing strip has been moved across the river and petrol and maintenance supplies barged over. Gerda Carpentier waits impatiently for orders to take to the air once again.I miss the experience of Leutnant.