. How did I get here so fast? Where did the years go and where did my youth go?I remember well seeing older people through the years and thinking that...those older people were years away from me and that I was only on the first hole and the back nine was so far off that I could not fathom it or imagine fully what it would be like.But, here it is ... my friends are retired and getting grey ... they move slower and I see an older person now. Some are in better and some worse shape than me ... but,. I was a lingerie freak and I specialised in pantyhose. I didn’t know it then that it was a fetish. Didn’t even know that word nor would I have understood it if you explained it to me. All I knew was that whenever I saw pantyhose, whether they were packaged in a store display or on a lady’s legs, something in my body made my feel soft, warm, fuzzy, girly and I had to have it or touch it. I never told anyone of course.Back to now, June something. I was cleaning one of the aisle full of assorted. I complimented her that she is beautiful. She complimented me back staying that I am handsome. I was on cloud nine at that moment.After a few days of talking, I got her phone number. We both became good friends after a few days. One day, my folks went out of town and I was alone at home. I messaged her and co-incidentally her parents were also out of town. She called me to her apartment to have dinner.I pretended that I don’t want to come to her apartment but eventually I went there. We. Though you kind of look a lot like him during his younger days. Back in the eighties when he did Angel Heart. You ever saw that one?’ ‘Scared me the first time I watched him make love to that Cosby girl with blood dripping down the roof. I kind of liked him better in Rumble Fish opposite that other actor, Dillon. He was much handsome back then.’ ‘You really know your movies,’ she observed. ‘The same as you know yours.’ He offered her a handshake. ‘I’m Eric, by the way.’ She smiled as she shook.