Yes, Yes, Yes, I understand you want to know. Too fucking bad. Maybe in 75 years the information will all come out ... but I have my doubts. Things th...s hot have a tendency to self combust.The flags we kept. Who is going to display a 25 foot long 34 star battle flag from a Civil War Steam frigate? Or a 25 foot by 25 foot Confederate flag taken from an ironclad sunk in the Mississippi? Or, for that matter, a 40x60 foot battle flag found in a scholastic supply house in Lansing. Or an enormous. But, I still love my Daddy best." Daddy loves you, too, sugar." When are you ever going to get together with Tammy and me and have Brad join us?" Well, Tammy brought it up a while back when she told me you two were having sex together with your brother. Is it something you'd like to do? We'd have to plan it for when Mom was away somewhere." Yeah, I think it would be fun. Does Mom ever go, like over night, or over a weekend?" Um, just when she visits her sister, your Aunt Roxy." When's she going. We complement each other. Your needto take; to control! My need to submit. I can?tbelieve you tried to scare me at the bar, telling me I?d better not follow you;that I?d better be sure before I crossed a line I couldn?t step back from. Didyou think you?d scare me away? You shouldn?t have dared me like that! Youshouldn?t have said I couldn?t handle what you wanted to give me; what youwanted to do to me! Telling me I?d run like a scared cat!You made me want; made meimagine!Show me!Make me afraid!. Maybe that was what the look was about because she more or less knows you don’t like her.”“Maybe. But I don’t think so.”“Forget it, Squirt, we’re done. I said goodbye, and she said goodbye. No I love you’s. Just goodbye.”“I hope so. She’s no good for you.”“Yes, you’ve said that. It’s done.”I went to my room and poured all the emotions about Becky for the last two years into the journal. I felt similar to how I had when I’d written my letter to Birgit. That chapter in the book of my life was.