My first fuck was with Monica Smith the sister of my best friend Smoky Smith. Smoky’s real name was Charles, but nobody but his Grandma called him t...at. Even the teachers at school called him Smoky.It started out with Monica and her cousin Clara showing me and Johnny Foggin their pussies in exchange for us showing them our cocks. Johnny referred to himself as Johnny Fucking Faster, which made the girls laugh. Clara had some cocksucking experience and went down on Johnny.Seeing Clara sucking. Because there’s no point in wearin’ clothes to bed when all I can do is continue to think about you at night. I turn on the water and let it get HOT! I step into the shower and lay against the tiled wall. I allow the water to run through my hair and down my body. I think about the day you started snapping pictures of me in the shower. I wonder if you remember those days. I can feel your hands on me right now. You are massaging my neck and shoulders while letting a little soap drip down my. The middle aged woman in the long green coat, merging with the hawthorn hedge or disappearing into the yew grove when no-one was looking. ‘Will you come and hear me sing?’ The question surprised me. He lived so far away, why would he want me to come and listen to his songs? It wasn’t as if we were real, we’d only been talking over the internet for a short time. It felt like a short time. Late at night in the darkness of winter when spring was still a glimmer of hope suggested by violets we came. While he was distracted, I slammed my knee into the side of his, forcing the leg to bend and causing him to kneel. As he dropped, I brought my left hand over to my right shoulder and when his throat was at the perfect height, struck it as hard as I could with the side of my hand. I felt his throat crunch and crumble under my attack, causing his eyes to widen in fear as he became unable to breathe.This all happened in seconds, while his compatriots looked on in shock as their leader was rendered.