Mummy ne azaz ko manane ki koshish bhi ki but wo nahi mana.Aise hi kuch din nikal gaye but azaz ne muumy se baat nahi ki.Phir sabhi guest chale gaye ....b ghar sirf mummy azaz or mein hi tha.Sabhi guest ke jane ke baad mummy ne azaz ko bulaya or sorry bhi bola.But azaz ne baat karne se mana kar diya.Or apne servant room mein chala gya.Azaz ke jane ke baad mummy mere room mein or mujhe sota hua dhek kar chali gayi.Wahan se wo seedha azaz ke room mein chali gayi.Us din mummy ne long skirt or short. 'He's like a wild a****l when he get in you', she whispered as I lay silent wondering if it was alright for girls our age to be doing such an adult thing.Two days before she left we were having a bath together when daddy burst in on us, I don't know if he knew we were in the tub, but he was drunk and wanted to pee. Jenny jumped out and grabbed him, shrieking and laughing and as he spun around, his penis was out and he was peeing everywhere, as I sat watching.'You need to get out of the bath and. Both were wearing spare bathrobes I keep in the bathroom. Elaine said,"If it's OK Ann, me and Tracy are going to take a shower and then go to bed. We're not hungry so we'll just pop off to bed. Tracy can share with me, no need for her to sleep on her own." I was a little surprised, but I was happy that Tracy and Elaine had sort of paired up. After all they were the same generation compared to me. I said, "OK, that's fine we can look at these pictures in the morning.Good night both of you. I'll. You are ecstatic – wondering if this can get any better…You are suffering.It hurts so bad. You distract yourself with sensation. Rough cord is wrapped all around you. You aren’t aware of each slithering strand’s purpose yet, but you will be. You want to learn. Every line has a reason, every knot a function, and you want to learn everything about them – you don’t just want to be tied up, after all.The pain is almost too much to withstand. Too intense to feel, too terrifying to look away from..