.c??taitterrible. Joshua les laissa alors seuls, puis M?lissa lui posa desquestions sur son pass?.- Mais tu te souviens bien par le pass? avoir eu des...rapports sexuelsavec des hommes?- Oui...oui je m?en rappelle bien!- Mais ?a ne te d?go?te pas?- Je...je ne sais pas. Je ne me l?explique pas. Mais...non.- Mais tu n?aurais pas envie de recommencer.- Non! C?est...c?est comme si...?a n?avait...rien ? voir, comme si ?an??tait pas moi dans le pass?. Est-ce que c?est normal alors?- Oui oh oui, c?est. I vowed to do better next time.As I lay there, I noticed something different with my body. I would have seen it earlier, but I was so intent on pleasing my Master. My breasts were bigger. They were now a cup bigger, at least.When I pointed it out to Chris, he nodded. "I used the same settings on both you and Andrea. I instructed her brain to grow her boobs from a D to a double D." So mine are growing from an A to a B?"He shook his head. "No, yours will be DD also."I was shocked. "That's too. I longed to be touched by human hands, to have my body stroked and my head scratched. I wanted to be petted and groomed. I missed the attention and those boys would never substitute for my Master, that was impossible, but just to feel their hands would give me some small measure of comfort perhaps. I was very sad inside and looking for ways to be healed.I moved across the floor slowly, leaving Bush to finish what was left in our bowl. I was crawling like a dog, keeping my eyes down with my hair. 'Oxycontin'. It was empty. She went to the phone on the bedside table to call and noticed another empty pill bottle and an almost empty bottle of gin. She knew what had happened! Her mother had taken pills and alcohol, trying to kill herself! Her depression had gotten to her.Jacey got the 911 operator and told her to have an ambulance get there as soon as possible. The operator asked her what the problem was and she told her, even mentioning the pills she thought her mom had taken. No, she.