He stepped away from her as his cock quickly softened. His mind was racing with all the trouble he was in but he couldn’t understand why she was sti...l fingering herself and didn’t stop. He was searching for something to say and the only words that came out where, “You have to stop doing that Mrs Trent.”She opened her eyes and replied with anger, “Why, does it turn you off now David?”“No Mrs Trent, I mean we have to stop doing this because it’s all wrong.” “Looks like you need to get your head. By eleven thirty that morning, I was finding it extremely difficult to even breathe. The enormity of what I had put into motion was overwhelming me. I felt like I was being forced to detonate my whole life, to blow up myself, and everyone I loved, and for what? For a deadline that I'd set myself. I could just as easily have made it two weeks, or even two months.I was sitting in my great chair, looking deeply into my empty fireplace, struggling with myself about my commitment for following. Martin came out in the living room and greeted them, “Come on into the kitchen. Mom is setting the table.”The two large men entered the kitchen and it suddenly got a lot smaller. Sharon looked at them and said, “You two sit at the ends where you’ll have plenty of elbow room.”The men sat down at the table to be out of the way. The boys returned with their two bags of groceries and set them on the counter. Sharon said, “You boys wash your hands and then sit at the table out of the way.”Jerry. Child support was set at three times what we had agreed on and twice more than I could pay and then the courts gave her the right to use the kids as income tax deductions even though I was paying more than two thirds of their support. And then, to add insult to injury the fucking lawyer managed to get the court to order me to pay his fees. Within three years the kids were begging me to let them come live with me, but the courts wouldn't allow it because once again the system was loaded against.