?All right, I’ll drive, but if I don’t hear a pretty good explanation, I’m bringing you back.?I turned out the overhead light and began to pull ...ack onto the snow-covered road. She continued to keep looking back in fear. I drove for almost half a minute, before I looked over at my trembling passenger, whose eyes were still glued to the area behind us.She seemed to grope for her words, as she slowly began to stutter with the cold. I finally pulled over long enough to remove my overcoat and slip. "I wanted to know how the pain was bearable. The swelling, bruising,scaring and other symptoms I'd seen in the video diary lookhorrifyingly painful and frightening."I can only tell you how it was for me. Before transitioning I'd triedsex with partners of both sexes, but neither felt right. After GRS anddespite the pain and swelling etc I felt like the person I should havebeen all along. I was having penetrative sex as soon as I could, infact I went a bit wild, jumping into bed with any man I. The only woman I loved, the woman who I had children with who I would do anything for, and she had cheated on me and now I was going to fuck her. I slid forward forcing my cock to enter her wet pussy and once it was all the way inside her I held it there for a second, not knowing what I was waiting for and then Gwen said. “Yes, John, do it... fuck me.” And fuck her I did. I grabbed her hips and started fucking her like an animal. This was not lovemaking or even sex, this was me taking what I. I turned it off when the House went to a different topic.The phone rang. Rob grabbed it. "No. Just a moment. She's right here." And he handed the receiver to Weena."Hello ... Oh, hi ... Yes, we were all watching ... Do you think he can? [laugh] ... Yes, you're most likely correct ... Can I call you back? ... Right."Weena turned to me. "That was Sue. She wants you on. She thinks that your 'promise' no longer holds — you've been outed in the House — and you'll never find a 'friendlier'.