”Fatimaagreed to the suggested testing of the trapdoor to White Mall, and Holly and Ann volunteered to do the work. Fatimathen got to the last item ...n the agenda. “As you know, Mark checked the job log very early this morning and linked the new deaths of two women to Party #1. We’ve discussed this scenario before. We will assume all the recent deaths occurred in Red Mall unless the census counter and Mark tell us otherwise. For today, both search parties will target the Red Mall. ." His mouth was working soundlessly, as though trying words on for size, discarding three for every one. "You left," he said finally. "You said that ... That you couldn't live with ... With someone who ... Who wasn't Christian."She wasn't sure she could face that. How right she had been—and how wrong. "And you said that you couldn't live with ... With someone who needed you to be one. You said it wasn't for you."He was silent for a long moment."I..."She watched his face—those dark, intelligent. What if Mike told me he wanted to jerk off while I watched him? What could I to him if I don’t like it, should I pretend I do?”I shrugged my shoulders, “I don’t know Jan. perhaps you should watch a porn site with guys jerking themselves off, and then see if it turns you on.”Jan smiled, “Don’t you think I have already done that. It was a little bit sexy but not something I really enjoyed. I think the only way I will know is if I see it done for real.”By now I couldn’t help it, I was starting to. ” he begins, leaving the unspoken part out.“No, though I wanted to, but my mother wouldn’t allow that, especially after she learned of this,” she says, holding up her furry paws. “This is a result of my uncle, but I wanted it. I asked for it. Since then, she has kind of shunned me for it.”“I think it’s pretty hot,” Mr. Thomas offers. “It makes you unique.”She cracks a smile at him. “Enough about my crap family situation. I’m here with you right now and I want to enjoy it.”They continue eating,.