They were simple diversions that led me to recognize that more of my past was things done to me than things I had created or invited. We talked a long...time, but we had a long time available to us to talk.When I was able to admit that my anger was really at those two men and all the men before them, I saw him smiling.“What do you find so amusing?”“Sorry, but I was just thinking … then, it must have felt really good when I beat the snot out of those two …”I turned to look at him in surprise and. Insigning that document I did the stupidest thing I had done in my whole life.I was to pay for that stupidity. I paid. And how!Kate was clever and subtle. Despite my objections she got me to go with herand the rest of our management board to meet our biggest customer in Tokyo,the N***** Corporation. I am not racist, but I had argued, against sensegiven our all but total dependence on the Japanese market, that I did notlike or trust the Japanese.My silly notions were based on tales I had been. Her raven black hair fell down over her shoulders. She tossed the hair band into her locker and set the towel, soap and shampoo on the bench. She then sat down beside it and pulled off her shoes and socks and set them on the opposite side of her. She then stood up and pulled the dark blue spandex leotard off her shoulders and pushed it down over her large breasts. She continued to push it down and past her hips until it fell into a pile around her ankles. She picked it up and set it on top of. . "Angel cut Susan off, "Oh go on, just for half an hour, please", said Angel in a 'little girl lost' voice."Go on then, I see you in the lounge in fifteen minutes," said Susan."No, not the lounge," responded Angel abruptly, "let go up to the attic room. That's the room Mum and I have got. She'll be down stairs chatting for ages. Go on just for half an hour she repeated." Okay, I suppose so," said Susan, "lead the way."Angel proceeded up the second flight of stairs with Susan following. Angel.