I'd trust mine as much as I would ya an' Jethro, an' ya know how I feel 'bout y'all." Shit, Jeff, now I know I got ta look inta teachin' my niggers ta...shoot. I've always been fair ta 'em, soz I guess that I could trust 'em with guns. Thanks fer the lesson, I shore appreciate it."That little dust up we had with the Jayhawkers got me ta thinkin' that pistols are nice fer very close range work, but my people needed repeatin' rifles ta do the best job of defendin' theirselves. I went inta town come. Natuerlich habe auch ich Erinnerungen an die Kinder- und Jugendzeit von mir(?). Doch eigentlich habe ich ein Leben gelebt, so wie es meine Umgebung von mir wollte. Ich war nicht gefragt worden. Ich habe mich geplagt und mich bemueht, den Wuenschen der anderen gerecht zu werden, habe immer wieder versagt und zwischendrin versucht, meinem(?) ganzen Leben noch irgendwie etwas Schoenes abzugewinnen. Doch gerade solche Momente fuehrten dann wieder zu Missbilligungen und Unverstaendnis.Irgendwann war. His face lit up and he got excited as he recognized me almost immediately. He seemed to just melt in front of me this wonderful lovely man. The other guys worked on the rest of that day themselves as we talked over old times, names and people long since forgotten as we chatted about life since then. Things hadn't been so great for poor Richard. He ended up having to give up scout work because of Joy's behaviour towards others. She had been caught stealing from the tuck shop and had to be barred. As a fully-paid-up member of the Stroppy 17-Year Olds Union , I was doing my “everything’s wrong with everything” because I’d had a lousy date the previous evening. My boyfriend at the time, Callum (son of friends of my parents) had been an absolute git and I had stormed off. Perhaps I should add that I wasn’t without blame. In fact, it was probably me who was the cause of it all…..but I wouldn’t ever admit to that publicly! Tom asked why it had all to be so dramatic. Me, dramatic? As if! But I.