" Another long pause then she turned and looked me directly in the eye."You're Jordan's now and I won't tempt you. If you were to ask me to go to bed ...ith you, I'd turn you down flat. Jordan is a very determined young lady and I have no doubt in my mind that she'll get her way with regards to marrying you. She's very deeply in love with you and I've known that since very shortly after I came back from the refresher course."She got a serious look on her face. "Promise me that you won't break her. I swallowed it all and then lay down beside my exhausted but satisfied wife.We went to bed and soon Ana passed out. She was very tired after sex.I lay there looking at the ceiling, thinking about the night we met Edward.That night Ana and I had been sitting together at a bar in the west side of town,: a place which was known as a spot for white cougars and black men to hook up. Of course, that place had been recommended by Helena…Edward approached us around midnight. He was in her early. About a month later i had a week of work and couldn't get the"If I had a cock" comment out of my head so I thought "fuck it" an hour later I was sat in a pub in gay area of manchester half pissed with a bottle of poopers in my pocket,terrified and out of my depth.After about an hour a buisness guy about 40 well groomed came over."Ok if i sit here?" sure mate" i replied.We ended up chatting,footy ect,then I excused myself and went to the loo.I was in one of the cubicles wwith the door open when. She said she apologized to you.”“She did. It’s a bit late for that, because the damage was done, but I don’t carry any grudges. All carrying a grudge does is eat you up. I don’t even have a grudge against Pastor Kent. He’s entitled to his own opinion. Where we differ is when he tries to interfere in my life. That’s where I draw the line. If he leaves me, and the people I love, alone, he can go on preaching whatever perverted version of the Gospel he wants. It’s a free country.”“Wow, Steve,”.