I felt like crying but didn’t thinking that I am boy and what everyone will think. Then we left for airport to see her off. And finally her plane to...k off. And we returned home. I felt so lonely my mom tried to explain me that it was for her best future that she had to go. Next day she called me on phone she always called jimmy we talked for almost an hour and she asked me to concentrate on my studies and she will come back soon. She said it was mater of 5 years only. Days passed, I passed my. She was true to herself, and wouldn’t let herself get away with anything, but she had gone to the other extreme: instead of blaming me, now she was blaming herself for the whole thing.She continued, “I’ve decided something. I don’t think it’s a good idea for us to be sleeping together so often, it’s an accident waiting to happen. So I won’t be coming here so often this term, and if we sleep together, I’ll wear pyjamas.”Here we go again, I thought, Make decisions without consulting me.“Just a. I smiled and made my way towards her, I could see her cheeks blushing from the other side of the room but it was even cuter up close. I took her hands in mine and intertwined my fingers with hers. A warm feeling overcame me, I could tell it was the purest form of love. She was in love with me and without letting the feeling overtake me I knew I loved her too. I loved her like I loved Kelly or Ash or my Mom or my Sister. I wanted all of them.I focused on her feelings, making her want to kiss me. I kiss along her neck and up to her mouth as I slowly move my fingers out of her. Our lips meet as I come free of her holes. Her hand moves back to my throbing member she starts to stroke it threw my clothes.I guide her away from the wall and to my couch. I guide her to sit on the edge as I stand between her legs. I pull her shirt the rest of the way off of her then I remove her bra.As I look down on her topless form she starts to pull my pants down. Revealing nine and a half inches of hard.