The light that now shone brightly in her lustful mind.All too soon the feelings became overwhelming and her urgent forefinger sought the spot that wou...d bring on her pleasure. Skilfully her digit probed the small protuberance, bringing small mewling sighs to her trembling lips. Then it was upon her, the light in her mind burst into a thousand stars and she shuddered to her peak, not once but twice. Her eyes opened in recognition of this new development; how delightful. If only she had more. Perhaps it was how hard she goes down, or it might be that she looks like she is a hundred and six years old if she is a day, whichever it is? I notice that she is not moving. When the lights change, I drive to where she is and pull over. The ice must be bad, as pressing the brake pedal seems to have little effect and it is only the tyres rubbing against the curb that stop me. I call for an ambulance as I get out and go to check on her, I nearly go arse over tit because of the ice too. She is. I bear him to the bathroom and as i locked the door i could hear him cursing me out. I laughed at him " get up earlier maybe then you'll win".. " Fucking loser" he said snapping back at me. Unlike me my brother was popular, all the girls wanted him. He was the quarterback at our school and had a sexy ass 8 pack (as the girls say), he had brown hair, was 6"1, baby blue eyes like mine and had a piercing on his tongue. The worse part about it is not only could people not believe we were related. Shirley and I had arranged to get together to try to reconcile. With Joyce and Eddie, there had been a strong sexual component present to help motivate them to risk being alone with me again. Shirley had been truly hurt and angered by the way I'd treated her and with how I'd spoken to her during my stay at the clinic.I'd made several threatening phone calls to Shirley, early on, berating her for not standing by my side and helping me against the insistance of Joyce and my parent's that I was.