My fevered imaginings led me down paths that we were unlikely to tread, at least not anytime in the immediate future. (This was, after all, the early ...eventies)We dated over the summer, and made arrangements to see each other once college had begun. She went to Enormous University, around 90 miles away from where I was attending State College. We took turns, taking the intercity bus every weekend or so, to visit the other. When she visited me, my room mate made it his business to be elsewhere,. I wouldn’t have.’ I cleared my throat. ‘You might decide she did the right thing.’ Her lips curved and she laughed low in her throat as she drew her finger upwards. I bit back a groan. ‘Now, Dizzy, why would I ever let you go?’ ‘Maybe I’m a bad kisser,’ I offered. I was dizzy, all right, and she was making me so. ‘Let’s find out.’ She leaned across the little bit of space between us and pressed her lips to mine. I was conscious of the two points of contact: our lips and her finger on my. As all you know, when your in high school, guys get hard-on's all the time and even wake up with them almost every morning for sure. Another fact is guys DO jerk off and anybody that says they don't, is just a fucking liar!...LOLOne afternoon after I got home from school, I had to rub one out really bad so I went in my bedroom and shut the door. I didn't have any porn to look at so I had to just leave it to my imagination. While sitting there happily, but quietly whipping it, I closed my eye's. She stirred a bit but I don't think she woke up.When I returned and slid back in from the foot of the bed. My mother at slowly opened her eyes. Giving me a small smile and opening her arms to allow me to slip back into place she asked."Everything okay?" Yeah mom, everythings Jake", I said, Smiling at our old Joke that meant everything was fine.I snuggled back in with my head to her breast. There was something very soothing about laying there listening to my mother's heartbeat. I didn't try to.