" May 16 at the fallen oak "What happens to me is I get my mind made up that I want to be transsexed, th...n the next day I wake up and I can't believe I was serious about that," said Tom. "That's called purging," said Terri-Ann. "It's part of the natural process. Before the male ego dies it puts up a fight. It wins the battle and reasserts itself as the master, the true and real self. Then like a rising tide the female energy returns and. I had called her many names during that time.Natalie was no brat face now. Like her Hispanic mother, she had long brown hair that came down to her mid-back, and well, the rest of her was easy, to sum up. Curves on top of curves on top of busty deliciousness.She wasn't skinny, but she wasn't obese. Every inch of her body was just curvy, thick, and curvy. From her thick thighs to her waist, ass and huge breasts that wanted to burst out of that dress. Gone was the skinny little brat that chased us. You went through school and university with my mother, Shelia Wells.’ ‘Ohmigod, one of my best friends. When you said had been reared in Tauranga I thought of asking you if you knew her. We’ve lost touch — so she’s Shelia Chandler these days?’ ‘Yes, runs her own accountancy firm and is a leading business adviser and often is appointed to Government committees.’ Chelsea’s foot was back to running up and down Harry’s leg and that touching was now activating him sexually. Presumably that was her. Since I was on week eight of another steroid cycle, I was once again approaching two hundred thirty pounds. One thing I did notice after several weeks on steroids my attitude would change slightly. I never was a big outgoing person and I talked very little. After a few weeks on a cycle, I barely talked at all. I always felt this inner rage and many times I wanted to lash out at somebody. I had heard talk of this situation and heard it was very common. The cookout at Lexie’s parents was set for.