Speaking of diamonds, I thought as I pedaled along, I should see that New York diamond merchant soon. I really needed to downsize, I laughed at the th...ugh of the blue barrels sitting in my gun vault. My mind also wandered to the other occupants of that vault. For some reason, the rifles I had left on the battlefields also came to mind. A sense of loss invaded my brain and that was a shocker. It was an emotion I would not have expected. I was having a lot of emotions lately, and that was all new. I was going to hit the gym sometime before I hit the bed tonight. Maybe we three could go through the BSDM collection in the basement to figure out what we had. Of course we could all go shopping but my heart wasn't in it.At 10:45 the realtor, Island Land Brokerage, called to say that he had an emergency and could not make it but would send his daughter with the folder and the keys to let us in. I carried a legal pad and a 25 foot tape measure that I borrowed out of Jake's tool box that was. Then she said “you’re mine and only mine” I stopped.“Sara what the hell?” I told her“Nothing” she said,” it just slipped”“Sara you’ve been acting all weird what’s going on , you could know you can always trust me” I told her, while I held her“it's nothing it’s just that you dating Deb, and every time I see her at the DMV she’s always saying Randy this, Randy that, Randy’s the best boy friend ever, Randy’s the best at everything…and you know it kind of made me feel, I don’t know…”she. He placed handcuffs on my wrists and locked them shut and then pulling my arms stretched up out straight above my head he fastened them to the chain so they were held above my head. He clamped my ankles into leg spreaders that kept my ankles about 3 feet apart I could now not close my legs. He slid his hand up the inside of my thigh and very barely touching me he let his fingertips glide over my fanny that I could feel was wet, body was enjoying itself, mind was not. A knock sounded at the.