Everybody was jerking off their cocks. I basically just walked around the club checking things out. There were all kinds of different people. I saw s...me guys with huge cocks, small cocks, fat men, gorgeous men, black guys, white guys and Spanish guys. I walked over to a circle of men. “Join us. What’s your name?” “Hi, I’m Ian. Nice to meet you all.” “Come into our circle and just enjoy yourself.” All the guys were really nice. I kind of just stood there and just played with my cock and. I can’t let him down.”Susan wanted to interject but saw Nate opening up so she let him talk.Nate took a deep breath, “The man he loves is gone Susan. I was there that night. I saw the look in his face. It was like I was looking at a ghost. All the life, the happiness, the will to live was gone from him. It broke my heart to see him like that.”Susan turned her head and looked at Nate. She put her hand on his back and guided him to sit on a bench.“It hurts to see him everyday without any hope. He. I just put it on her tray and went back to eating. She gave me a very suspicious look as I ate the first one. I had finished the second one without her touching hers at all.“If you aren’t going to eat it, then pass it back over. I haven’t had anything much to eat since breakfast,” I told her as I got my trash together and collapsed the cooler.After the flight attendant took my trash, I kicked back in my seat to get some sleep. I didn’t know I was even tired, but I was asleep almost instantly.. ..d...darling...’‘Is that all?’ Lily said gaily. ‘That’s not even half way yet.’Another seven weeks to go! Lily had decreed I would be chaste for thirteen weeks and she enjoyed reminding me of that!A special calendar had been printed by my wife. She had pinned it ?on the kitchen wall so Lily could watch me as I crossed off another day before I was sent to bed in the small closet under the stairs.‘You have to focus on pleasing me, darling, just as a husband should!’But I was not a husband any.