M. I went to my door and put my ear up to it, but did not hear anything. I decided to skip knocking and just use the key. Thomas was still on the couc... passed out and Jeff was nowhere to be seen. There were beer bottles strewn all over the floor near Thomas and he smelled like piss. I decided to take a chance and sleep on the cot, hoping he would just sleep through the night. I set the alarm on my phone and kept it in my pocket and lay down with my clothes on and thought about Alicia. I. It was as if he was slowly seductively stripping me of one layer after another – but more than clothes, it was my need to be in control and win. Unlike ever before, to win meant choosing new levels of surrender.Strangely, the more I did, the freer and more aroused I felt. I always thought freedom came from being in control. Everything in me believed that, but I couldn’t deny what was happening. Submission, at least to Cliff, made me freer than I ever experienced. With every task, I willingly. The girls had chosen music I was comfortable with and had completely eliminated Rap, at my request. We had movies at night for those who were interested and there was always a good, hot round of Saphic theater to attend, if one were so inclined. I must admit that it still gets my governor rattling to watch three or more perfect bodies collide and collude.The idea of wearing more clothes than needed for comfort was foreign to my way of thinking now. I dreaded the onset of winter because of the. I did texted her a few times about work stuff and such, but really nothing more. But all that eventually changed. It was Valentine’s Day and I was bored. Usually when I am, I text my friends, if only to see how they are battling their own boredom. I texted a few people, telling them happy V-Day and asked what they were up to. One of those people was Vanessa. A few hours after I had texted her, she responded she was doing pretty much nothing for V-day. I asked her why not and inquired if she had.