" That was a turn off for sure.It would be years until my next experience. I was older now, 30ish I think. I was by now mostly just living out fantasi...s by watching porn. I found that I love to watch beautiful girls sucking cocks and taking cumshots in their mouths and on their faces. In my fantasy time, I will admit that as much as I am attracted to women, I usually pictured myself as the "girl", the one sucking cock more often than I'd picture myself as the guy getting sucked. (I posted one. Uska naam suruchi tha or uska pati dubai mein tha vo calcutta mein apne ek 3 saal k bache k sath akeli rehti thi. Mujhe uski baaton se pta chal gya tha ki vo sex ki bhuki hai.mein calcutta 2 din k liye gya tha or mujhe hotel mein rukna tha.maine use sab bta diya tha.calcutta phunch kar train se uttas kar ekathe tea ka offer kiya.tea pite pite usne mujhe apnay ghar stay ka offer kiya.maine ek2 baar formalty k liye mna kiya par fir maan gya.vo mujhe texy mein apne ghar le gyi. Ghar phunch kar. About 15 years after she married my s_on we were out shopping. We had the whole day to ourselves because my husband and s_on went to a baseball game. I had always had a fantasy about being with her sexually. She is very beautiful with an amazing body. We finished shopping and went back to my house. The guys wouldn't be home until late that night.We were sitting at my kitchen table when she said " can I ask you something that may be completely out of line or inappropriate? I know I can ask you. This was a Friday, so younger (by younger, I mean 30-35), hotter women were out looking for sex with sleazebags like me. If I stayed and talked to Kate, I’d be forfeiting that adventure for a 50-50 chance at sex. If I’d closed the deal the night before, it’d be a no-brainer: I’d say to hi to Kate, talk politely for five minutes about how her day went escorting imaginary celebrities, and then I’d move on. But I hadn’t closed the deal, so my caveman instincts felt obligated to take another stab.