"I just wish...oh, I don't know what I wish. That I could have been abetter person, I guess, a different person, the person I saw myself asbeing in my...mind's eye. I understand that no one's perfect, but I'vefailed so badly, fallen so far short. I'm not sure of anything anymore."She stopped, catching herself before going too far, passed the point ofno return. Then, in spite of herself, she decided to press on, to haveit all out once and for all. "I look at the mess I've made of things, ofmy life. Fun. Touching the forbidden. Well, maybe pure Rithika had too. Maybe it was not such a big deal to seduce her at all.Oh, but it was. I sighed as my fingers slipped inside of me, pleasing myself as I imagined Rithika touching me with her fair slender fingers. Would she be shy and demure as a lover, or raw and adventurous, ready for anything? Oh, the ugly wicked thoughts I enjoyed until our next meeting.Asking her to coffee was so easy. She practically jumped at the chance. I began to feel more. 'Alex considered that, weighing whether he should have Gini 'meet' the person inside the hotel, then decided against it.'No, let them. I'll get her out by distraction, ' he said, providing no clue about his ultimate plans.They strolled back, not rushing in the slightest, and Alex and Cate gave Angelica a full run down on her new abilities. While he was at it, he also contacted one of the girls they'd met earlier, asking her if she could stop by the hotel and wait outside on the street. He then. "John tells me the twins went back to New York again," she said."Yes, they left last Wednesday," I informed her."And?" she asked."And, they're going to LA to shoot a couple of commercials and some print ads," I told her."Wow, they are making it big!" she said. "When are they coming back?" They aren't, the move was permanent," I said."Oh shit, I'm so sorry Mike," she said and John echoed."It was a tough week, but I'm trying to get over it," I told them."You should have grabbed one of the girls,.