The stagehands brought us our robes and we both got out of the bed and I almost ran to my dressing room. I was excited and ashamed at the same time. I...did not plan to do it. Yes, I had wanted to but I didn't want to, either. I mean, it was one thing to daydream about it or masturbate and fantasize about it but to actually do it and betray my husband who was in the front row watching was another thing.I heard a knock on the door. It opened and Jack came in. I watched him lock the door and I. It was the kind of kiss that one has with someone that provides that romantic security that you’ve dreamed of, but not yet tasted until that moment. That is what the first true love brings, and one must drink it up when it does. She kissed me and we undressed-bit my bit-there was no rush-the stars weren’t going anywhere and neither were we. Tammy was beautiful: she had long Strawberry Blond hair, her body a tall, curvaceous one that nearly matched my height. We felt each other and our breath. I’m worried about her even more after what she did today.For the last month, she has come to stay with me in Nainital, India. My life has been very difficult. Today it felt as if she had taken things up a notch. My parents are still in Nepal, so it is my responsibility to take care of my baby sister Paarti. After all, she is just a nineteen-year-old naive girl in a foreign country.It was evening time, and the school was over. All the students were gone, and this place was empty. But I was still. Aunty said take lunch here only i will prepare for you also, i said no aunty thanks i have to go and came outside and i went to lunch, after lunch i came to my room and i slept. at 4.30 pm i woke up and came outside my room, and i went to aunty room, aunty are you there, aunty from inside the room shouted as whose that, i said this is Arun aunty, then aunty said come inside Arun i am in bathroom, wait for few minutes i will come, after few minutes aunty came outside and i asked what you are.