It was all my fault that the planet suffered. Sometimes the guilt pressed down on me. If I hadn't killed Lilith, none of this would have happened. But...I just couldn't let Mary die. I was too selfish, too much of a coward to face life without her. I knew, deep down inside me, if I had to make that same choice again, I would. Even knowing just how terrible the consequences would be.Despite my guilt, exhausted sleep found me quickly. I drifted down into slumbering unconsciousness. Drifting through. Her friend justpulled in next to her. She did the same routine. Andrea got out of the carand walked over to greet her new girlfriend. When she got out, they bothlooked each other over. Andrea saw silver high heels with fishnets withgarters, some very short girly jean shorts that showed the top of thethigh highs and garter belt. A nice white top with huge false tits. A cutelittle purse and her new girlfriend in a nice brown shoulder length wigwearing bright red lipstick. She saw red high heels. Even as I lay there with Nathan sprawled out next to me and I contemplated my guilt, if I closed my eyes visions of Jamal and Gary popped into my head. Nathan stirred and smiled at me as his hand traced up my body before I stopped him and explained that we needed to get dressed and he had to leave my room. I knew that Steve would phone or text me soon and I needed to get my head straight, I had no idea what to say to him, no idea how to feel.Nathan cheerfully got dressed and kissed me goodbye. It seemed to be a happy place to work, with good people around it. She logged on to her computer, using the log on name and password that Luke at set up for her earlier that day. He had also filled out a parking permit for her car, and walked outside with her to watch her sit it on her dash board, while he then jotted down her car’s make, colour, and license number, so that he could give the information to the sites security firm. Mandy cast a quick, surreptitious glance at her employer. HE.