She realized it was a strange world, far removed from her upbringing. As an innocent naïve small town girl, she had never known that sort of thing ev...n existed. What have I got myself into? she thought.However, Patricia, though little and petite was determined. She was no Quitter! Signing this contract is my lucky break, she thought. This Conference and Retreat on Penkor Island is for only one week each year. So, if those little Oriental females can do it—so can I!Then laughing with amusement. Even the fact that I was here watching myself have sex with my own mother and enjoying the whole thing didn’t bother me. She was probably twice my size at least, but she was helpless beneath me. The feeling of power made me feel giddy.What happened next shocked me. I grabbed Mommy’s waist and lifted her up, standing up to the side of the bed while carrying her. I had no idea I was that strong! I lay Mommy’s head and shoulders on the edge of the bed, her ankles over my shoulders as I held. And then she told me about what she had heard and how many boys and girls had been touching me on that party in the forest. And also the more embarrassing things that I had done to myself, she knew about. While she was telling about it, I could see that she was embarrassed about it. And when she was done with the story, I said, "Well, yes. I came a few times that night, thanks to them touching me and me masturbating in front of them. But that's all, nothing bad has happened to me."Again, I. Joe looked at his friends and said, “Boys, it’s time we got this party started. Strip her and warm her up. Just remember, her cherry is mine.”The hands holding Ellen’s arms tightened as a large boy stepped forward. Jim was over 6 feet tall and towered over Ellen’s quivering form. He grabbed the front of Ellen’s dress and gave one quick tug and the material tore down to her waist. Jim grabbed the clasp at the front of Ellen’s bra and ripped it open. Her breasts hung free in front of all the boys.