Fingers crossed! James’s story Dreading my 30th birthday I’ve become a party animal trying to drink away the pain of a failed love affair with who...I thought was the love of my life. I’d known her my whole life and I always thought I would marry her. From the age of 7 I was in love. Short, cute and with a dimple on her right cheek I couldn’t stop starring at her. Blonde with blue eyes of course - even to this day I love them. As we grew up she began to become even more beautiful with her full. . let's take it slow, okay? I haven't had sex since -- sometraumatic things happened. And now -- I think I'm recovered, I thinkI'm ready now, or I wouldn't have invited you in. But maybe -- wecould pretend this is my first time, and all that other stuff neverhappened. Could you do that?"He closed his eyes for a couple of moments, and when he opened themagain, he said: "Kathleen, I'm honored that you've chosen me for yourfirst. Remember, you can say 'no' or 'stop' at any point, and wewon't. For the next hour, we talked. I had time. I had originally set about an hour for the Academy visit, and it only took me twenty minutes so we were cool. Maria had a lot of strong opinions about cops. And she wasn’t shy about expressing it. She had beauty and brains. I was puzzled by what she seemed. A young woman who applied for the Boston Police Academy after earning her bachelor’s degree in business from Emerson College. I would have thought Business School to be her next logical choice. Why. Buddy and Lewis applauded when she stood up and said, “Ta-Da!”Her question was, how do we get the money inside if we can’t touch the plug with our hands.“Now, that is a good question! Usually, you will be with me. You will give it to me, and I have a key to unlock the base. I will put your money in there or pull out your condoms. Whoever has the key is your handler at that time. You’ll answer to them,” Mom said. That sounded kind of scary and dangerous to let anyone who holds our key be able to.