It was very hard to stand on my toes in the grass in such a way as tokeep my weight in my toes and to stop my heels sinking into the mud.We heard move...ent next door and Tracey grabbed my dress and rushed backinto the house and locked the door. It was never going to be a fair raceas she was in trainers and I was in heels. She insisted that I stand inthe middle of the garden and sing "Sweet Transvestite" at the top of mylungs before she let back in.I felt humiliated. Who would have thought. Ill be here with my nectar plant in overdrive she said so hurry back and tell me his reaction. Are you hoping that he will want to come round? I enquired – No comment she smilingly replied. As I walked towards where I knew I would meet John, I wondered why Margaret had suppressed the thoughts she had rediscovered after so long and what our married lives would have been like if those desires had surfaced earlier. Maybe my inability to give her a child could have been mitigated by the repeated. They make me wear a little dress with flatshoes so I fit in with the other maids. It feels funny to wear a dress.It makes me feel so vulnerable to the men that are janitors andmaintenance workers at the motel. The rooms are hard to clean and Ms.Brown inspects every detail. I share my maid cart with another girl,LaTanya. She is sort of my supervisor. She is about 25 and has worked atthe hotel for 7 years. LaTanya has taught me a lot about housekeeping.She always tells me to just be a good. I can see the workouts are doing you good too sis. You used to have a little tummy bulge and be kind of soft and mushy even though you were little and seemed skinny. Now you are getting that grab a guy by the balls figure that Clarice has. If your tits get bigger this year you are going to be so hot daddy won’t want to fuck anyone else,” Monica said.“I like how you’re squeezing my tits. My nipples are really sensitive, so if you want to drive me crazy, just play with them and roll them between.