Without a word, I let Alistair drag me through the curtain so he could help me back into my clothes. His hands were warm on my skin, and it should hav... been comforting, but the ice inside me refused to thaw even when he wrapped his arms around me and kissed my temple. “It’s okay. I love you.” I was grateful he didn’t seem to expect a response, and just let him propel me back out through the curtain.The first thing I noticed was that Fergus was gone, as was one of the nurses. I couldn’t have. "So, I'm pretty good with my hands, don't you agree?" she laughed."Yes," he nodded, his voice muffled by the pillow, "but I'm still only gonna have you do paperwork."Arri smiled, "Well boss man, I suppose I'll be having to work extra hard then to prove I can play with the big boys."Out of nowhere he leaned to the side and threw her off. Before she knew it he was on top of her. He settled nicely between her legs. "We'll have to see about that," he said. He started rubbing against her. Her pajama. She wouldn't be home for a few more hours, so I envisioned how I would propose the idea of the both of us going to the bookstore and entering the video section and fucked while somebody watched us. My first thought was, "she's going to throw you out of the house for even suggesting this!" But then I fantasized about her fucking me while somebody else watched. The thought of being viewed turns me on so much, and it never had before (and it still does!!). I decided to have a few drinks of wine. Sherri was playing in the front yard as I pulled in the driveway. I got out of my car and she looked at me. I reached back into my car and I pulled that single red rose out smelling it again. Sherri came running over and she stopped in front of me looking up at me. I held the rose down telling her to smell it.Sherri smelled the rose then she asked, “Who gave you a rose mommy?”She answered her own question as she saw John pulling into our driveway, “JOHN,” Sherri yelled as she stood there.I had.