Then I started to sob and cry and cry and cry. I eve twice hit myself in the testicles and penis, I hated them but the pain stopped me doing more. My ...yes and nose hurt with it all. I made it to the sink and vomited the breakfast up. It was just mid-morning, I was pinned to the bed under the duvet, it all felt so hopeless. By lunch time I stopped crying and started at the wall with an ache in my stomach. By mid-afternoon there had been no change and eventually exhausted I fell asleep, having. ” True enough, but I’m old enough to know the difference between a pretty girl and a beautiful woman. Do you know the difference? A pretty girl will turn young men’s heads as she walks by. A pretty woman will also turn grown men’s heads, but beautiful women will make other women turn as she passes by. That was Beth. When we entered a room, the atmosphere changed. Conversation became a bit hushed, people changed position for a better view and I became an object. .."David pulled his hand back. "I'm fine ... I just ... I just need..." Rather than completing his thought, he just stared at her. But it wasn't a stare of longing. It was intense, like he was trying to pierce her skull with his eyes.Heather felt a little light headed, and a wave of dizziness washed over her. It felt like she was under water and the current was streaming thickly past her head. She swayed in her seat, but when she blinked, she felt better.David was livid. He lashed at her again. Liz went home and Aaron went to work. Later he got an IM from his brother that he got a call from a girl and that she asked him to call her back. Two hours later when he got home he listened to the answering machine and it was Liz. He quickly called her back. He ate his dinner while on the phone with her, and they agreed to meet in the morning.Wednesday morning Aaron got to the Sign Language lab and started practicing while waiting for Liz. When she showed up Aaron was very happy with the sight.