." Okay." and I watched how you seemed to be having such a good time with the other girls, and how comfortable you seemed to be with them, and how pre...ty you looked."She knew just the right moment to say nothing. The silence was deafening, but she waited for him to continue. Kyle was thinking about how to continue this conversation."The guys started teasing me abut being in 'La La land'. Did you know that everybody here talks about us?" No," she said questioningly. "What do they say?" I guess. I often thought about how Jeff held her and changed her diaper, what a good father he would be.I was asked out by several of the male nurses and interns. I ate lunch with them at the hospital and told them that I liked them as friends but I had someone special in my life that I was waiting for.About once every couple of weeks a group of us went to the Karaoke lounge near the hospital. It got around that I could sing but a couple of my friends could sing also. Sometimes I sang a solo and other. Rainier was about to happen in my life … We agree to meet at the hotel … you knock and I let you in. I smile at you and kiss you sweetly on the cheek and take your hand and lead you to a dining chair with arms by the desk. You follow without saying a word, letting me guide you completely and with all that trust that you so willingly offer me at times … I remove your shirt and you begin to grab me and kiss me and I move your hands behind you to the small of your back … you understand what I want. Amy and I are now living together at my house, we are dating and things couldn't be better.I'm at home relaxing on a Saturday afternoon, Beep beep...... a message pops up on my phone."Hi Babe, my parents are inviting us over for dinner tonight? Can you make it? I'll be home from work at around 5.30, stay ready xx" Hi Baby, yes that's fine, see you when you get home xx"We arrive at John and Lia's house at just after 6, they are great fun and I enjoy visiting, plus the eye candy I get to see in.