After each of these events we both went home hot and had amazing sex.When I have tried to suggest a real threesome she has refused asking me, "How wou...d you ever love me the same after seeing another man inside me and how would you feel about me as a mother?" She also asked, "What if the guy we picked was way bigger than you or made me cum harder? Wouldn't you be jealous?" I told her it would just make it hotter but that's as far as it went.Things began to change one night. We had her best. "It was several months before anybody discovered the history feature,where you could get a display of all the forms your partner in the otherbooth had ever transformed into and pick one to turn them into again.Until then, getting back to a form you'd changed into before was a matterof trial and error and you could never get it exactly the same.I mulled over my feelings toward Andrew during odd moments of Literatureand Geometry. I hadn't ever thought about Andrew sexually or romanticallyuntil. ....I mean I'll tell you mine too. We've just never really, um, like shared those kind of totally secret things." Well, sure, okay," she raised her eyebrows in a smile. "Who goes first?" Why don't you?"Laughing loudly, "Of course--I go first!"Okay, sure, why not. Weeeelll....you're not gonna think like I'm a freak, right? I mean these are fantasies, right?" Yeah, of course, that's the whole thing."Best Friend's voice got calmer, she spoke evenly, "Sometimes I picture myself in a room sitting. She's fantastic, I wish more males were like him."Helen said as she began to sob too.Mum looked over to me, as if she was waiting for me to comfort her. Ilooked away again, still angry that she had ruined a really lovely day.Then she came over to me, hugged me tightly to her"I'm sorry honey... I didn't know, I love you..."Without boring you too much with all the emotion this marked a majorturning point in my life... and hers. We all hugged and gently sobbedtogether. It was a very special.