A time of closing in on oneself and shutting down the chattering monkey mind while becoming ever more aware of the world around you. If you were lucky...you would slip into the land of the spirit and they would speak to you.As I observed the world around me I noticed that certain birds marked their territory by flying to certain trees every morning and evening and singing. The bugs in the soil stayed at a certain depth unless hunting. They then quickly returned to that level once they made their. “No one will ever love you the way that I love you, never make you feel the way that I do,” he said into her lips as if it would breathe life back into what was dying. “I know.” “I love you.” He tried to infuse her with those words. “I love you.” “I know you do, but you love the music more. You don’t need me. I’m just here, waiting for you to grow tired of me or worse, having nothing ever change between the two of us. It is just too much to ask of me.” He rested his forehead to hers. “We. So she had arranged for me to teach Aarav in the evening. I was relaxed as she handled the situation so professionally. Then I went in and went straight to Aarav’s room. He was doing something with his toys. I easily befriended him and made him comfortable around me.So next I took one of his pictures books and started teaching. I was waiting for Nidhi to arrive. After about 15 minutes Nidhi came with tea.“Are you mad?” she said. “I thought your husband was gonna return on Saturday, and I was. No clothes to put on me that could be fun for the occasion, but calling a friend, I explain to her and she asks me to pass because she will probably lend me some clothes (we have the same size).We have a drink together and she tells me to go look in the bedroom, she pulled out a couple of things.There are things that are very (too) feminine for me, just the right body style, or dress :(My choice is therefore a pair of shiny dark red faux-leather pants, zipped from front to back. I have boots so.