In little ways, incorporated in our own fantasies that we wrote to each other, I would put in the thoughts that were making me feel so crazy. I never ...ame out and said what was bothering me, all I did was hoped he'd get the hint, and it seemed as though he had. Writing things that catered to what I was thinking. Also during this time we began speaking of how both of us would love to meet each other in person. We weren't that far from each other, eleven hours, and if it weren't for our own lives. “Don’t, Kayla.” Aaron’s eyes were hard, and he showed his teeth in a parody of a smile. “We will settle accounts with Miss Luisa McDaniel just as soon as we can get to Twenty-Eight Librae. If she tells the Terrans about the map, we are all screwed. In fact, she may have already told them for all we know.”George cleared his throat. “What do you want us to do, Admiral?”Aaron sat upright in his chair. “You two will clean all of this up so we can present it as evidence,” he said in a voice as cold. I started going out on Friday and Saturday nights... mostly I went to the Silver Dollar Saloon in downtown Bandera. It was a popular place; the dance floor was small and covered with sawdust but it was a lot of fun. It was really more honky-tonk than dance hall but they did pull in great bands. The place had been around since the thirties — my mom and dad used to go there and dance.It must have been the third time I was there — sometime in mid-November - I ran into an old friend of mine... more. He also castrated and gutted my Bulls, both of them, while they were still alive. I had to watch them die in terrible agony. I had to see the gruesome operations with my own eyes and hear their shrieks of pain. He called them all kinds of names and told them that he would eat their flesh for supper. He promised to devour their hearts and other organs, too. He made them watch him rape me, and vice versa. He also ordered my husband to rape all of us before he died. That?s how awful it was. He.