"Maybe she's right," Peter thought. "He can't just hang outwith me, Greg and Bobby all our lives. He's going to be living with them,he should get to k...ow them. Anyway, he might feel a little morecomfortable around girls right now." What a dumbhead I am," said Peter to himself. "I should apologize."The next morning Alex was still asleep in his bed in the attic. Jan andMarcia went up to get him ready for breakfast. "Alex!" Marcia whispered."Alex wake up. Still no movement. "Alex!" she said. It felt good, and now my big jock dick was hanging exceptionally low---literally 'half way to my knee'.Dustin appeared in a few minutes, along with a big glass of chocolate milk. He was cute—still that little b o y innocent look. But I could tell he was no longer innocent, and after the next couple of hours, he sure nuff wouldn't be. I walk out of the shower and towel off. Then across the room to my chest-o-drawers fish out a pr of cut offs. Dustin staring me down the whole time, amazed Im. Suddenly, I brushed my hand over her thigh. Lawan moaned softly, relief flooding her as she realized I was still there. I caressed her skin, all of it except the skin she most wanted me to touch. I placed my hands on her soft, smooth shoulders, before my lips were suddenly against hers. I kissed her deeply, roughly, reminding her exactly whose I was. he moaned softly into the kiss, straining toward my warmth. I felt so close, but she couldn't even touch me. I remained silent, breaking my lips. My mistake was putting trust in others when I should have put trust only in myself and my meager, limited strengths. My mistakes cost me my pride, my dignity, my career and my livelihood. My mistakes cost me Amy, who betrayed me and our short marriage, smugly confessing how she, my business partners and lawyers had only used me for my money. My mistakes cost me Angela, who betrayed me when she collaborated with Todd to ruin me financially, stabbing me in the back and ruining my plans for.