I found myself rolling my head back and moaning one long loud moan and staring against the cheap interior of the camper van as I felt John slowly puls...te against my body, his strokes getting longer and harder as he pulled his cock further and further out of my ass and slamming it back in until only the tip was left in on the outward motion and he was pounding me as hard as he could. While this was happening I could only gasp and stare at the wall, in too much pain to encourage them; enjoying it. But that would have beenimpossible. Too many kids and adults in my neighborhood would certainlyhave recognized me. My eyes filled with tears as it dawned on me that aslong as I was stuck in this narrow minded enclave I would be just asstuck living my life as a boy. Revolting was the word that could bestdescribe my fate...at least in the short run.////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////The rain continued as I walked home from the neighborhood subway station.It. Either they were too dumb to know that they were mortally wounded or their nervous system was so decentralized that one part of the body didn't know about the monstrous damage to some other part. Eventually, they died, but they were hell-on-wheels until they did!We only had two walls up, so we were completely exposed on two sides, and the dinosaurs made for that breech in our defenses without hesitation. I am not sure how they knew, but they knew exactly how to hit us in our weakest place. One. I couldn't even imagine the amount of scorn, abuse and other crap that must have been heaped upon her, in order to make her decide that she no longer wanted to live. My sadness was mixed with an increasing feeling of anger and rage. In so many ways, Clara was the best person I had ever known. I wished that I had told her how much I admired her when I still had the chance. With all that had taken place, it was doubtful that I'd ever see her again."I should be the one to tell Kate. It would be.