Wishing we could do something other than study, I flip open my copy of Tess of the D'Urbervilles, which I'm studying for English Literature. Based upo... the Victorian moral code and the views towards sexuality, religion and social class, I can't help feel guilty when I read it with the treatment of others towards the heroine resulting in her tragic downfall. I'm reminded of my own failings and how I wronged my first girlfriend leading her to be shamed."You look beautiful today," I say. Paul started moaning and groaning, and thrusting his dick harder into me. Tam was whispering in my ear “You like that baby, fuck that dick baby,” as she rubbed my clit, and sucked on my earlobe. I had completely surrendered to them, and I was being gloriously fucked.The orgasm I had then, is unparalleled to anything I have ever experienced. I lost all sense of myself. I screamed louder than any porn star would dare to scream. I was completely weak, and had no control over my body, and yet I. .but one I could count on. I know you are not dating anyone, and obviously, after the event at Gloria's, have come to know you. I would like to see you as much as possible...interested?" I swallowed hard, cleared my throat, and replied, "You are a very attractive woman, and I'm flattered you feel this way, but we hardly know each other." She gave me a rather serious look, and said, "Look...I know all about you, and will tell you I like what I know. Our intimacy at Gloria's would have never. My agent had booked me a couple shows en route, shows where I’d be my new self, the new Richard Danton, the former metal-head who’d recreated himself as an alt-rock singer-songwriter. I wasn’t really touring, however. At 44 I was recently unattached and homeless, and, professionally, I was unsure about this new music I was playing. A road trip seemed like a good idea - seeing the country on my own, without the van and the entourage, and hopefully stumbling across something meaningful out there.