~You always reached out to me and helped me believe~ ‘You enjoy the darkness too much for you own good sometimes,’ you whisper against my ear. I n...d slowly in agreement. ‘When one knows nothing but darkness for so long, it becomes a comfort.’ I don’t want to say the words because in the past they’ve always led to the feel of a gun barrel brushing against the back of my head. This time though, something feels…different. ‘Then let me show you something besides darkness.’ New words. This isn’t the. I kept thinking about that request throughout the day. I'd have to gethome early enough on Friday to change and the get Mother to give me aride over to Tammy's house. Then her mother would drive us to the malland we'd have dinner and go the movies. Then my mother was going to pickus up at the mall and we'd drop Tammy off at her house. Tammy and I madethe plans at lunch.Again we were sitting together at a lunch table and this was all new tosome of her friends and all of mine. They all just. I thought that I'd blown it." You hadn't blown it," I said, barely audible above the spitting champagne, "although I may be about to." I pulled him closer to me, kissing him on his lips; gently at first, then with open-mouthed passion, my arms around him in a tight embrace. "James?" I asked, between kisses. "I need to know the good stuff." I have to show you," he moved away from me, pulling his now-warm hand from between my legs."Show me later," I smiled. "I have to show you something first."I. His cock entered my mouth. I did the best I could to keep my teeth off of his dick. I was salivating, my first cock. I took him as deep as I could, gagging right away. I couldn't get past my gag reflex. Every story I read was a lie, I couldn't power through it, take it and breath through my nose.I choked going back down, I tried to take it all. Coughing, choking, spitting... saliva dripping down to his balls, it was all too much. I wrapped my fingers around the base and started stroking. Only.